This week, I got sick. And, living by myself like a grown-up, it means I had to take care of myself. Since many of you are aware of how well I take care of myself when I am healthy, I’m sure you know how great this went.
I try really hard not to whine when I’m sick because whining is always annoying, but it’s seriously one of my least favorite parts of being an adult (along with paying rent every damn month, but what’re you gonna do?). Because when you’re an adult, living on your own, you have to take care of your own self when you’re sick.
Now, I love living by myself. I really do. But the times it really, really sucks is when you can’t text your roommate and ask him/her to pick you up some tea and a couple cans of soup on their way home from work. You have to pull it together to get your own soup and tea and Kleenexes. And I will freely admit that while I get these things done, I hate doing them. HATE.
I should’ve seen it coming. I was scheduled to work an overnight shift (from which I can’t call off unless I can find someone else to work for me), the weather forecast was for a nearly perfect fall day, and I only had two bags of Echinacea tea left. It was like the perfect storm of events conspiring to make me feel even lousier.
Wake up with sore throat, coughing, and so much tired. Set alarm for later to call in to work and go back to sleep.
Wake up feeling and sounding like shit. Call in to work. Go back to sleep
Wake up a few hours later to demon cat running laps in the kitchen. Shit. She’s probably hungry and annoyed that breakfast is 5 hours later than usual. Better get up to feed the little princess. Punk.
Check tea supply. Awesome. Two bags. <whine> I just wanna go to back to bed! </whine>
Force self into shower and into clothes suitable for being in public. The best I can muster are workout clothes. Go to grocery around the corner, which, of course, doesn’t carry the tea I need.
Get on bus to further away grocery. I really just want to be in my jammies and lying on the couch, begging my new cat (the punk) to come cuddle on the blanket with me. Why does life hate me?!!?
<whine> I’m miserable. I want to be warm and cozy and instead I’m now walking a mile home with 3 boxes of tea. And soymilk, because I remembered that I was almost out when I was at the store. Everyone else is out enjoying the beautiful weather and I’ve decided I have strep. Or tonsillitis (minus the tonsils, whoops). Or meningitis. OMG can I touch my chin to my chest?!!!? Whew! I’m good. It’s not meningitis (I have no idea what that little test means. All I know is that’s what my mom would have us do when our glands were really swollen). It’s probably bronchitis. Or the plague. Shit. I totally have the plague.
You know what I really want to do when I’m sick? I want to take a hot shower, and put my pajamas back on. I want to sit on my couch, with my cozy fleece blanket on me, cuddling with my adorable kitty. I want someone to bring me tea and make me soup, and then sit under the blanket with me and watch zombie movies and terrible natural disaster movies (Volcanoes in LA! Night of the Tornadoes! The cheesier, the better) and play video games with me. </whine>
Accept that being a responsible adult blows.
Text every sub at overnight job and ask if they can take my shifts. No one can.
Spend rest of day pumping myself full of Echinacea and Vitamin C, nap, and then head off to overnight job.
Survive, barely, and disinfect entire workspace before leaving in the morning. Because that’s what kind of awesome coworker I am. Text in sick to day job, since losing the ability to speak overnight, despite copious amounts of tea and cough drops.
Sleep on the bus on the way home. Gradually become more and more sick of being sick… spiral of self-pity begins….
Put jammies on and watch alien movies on Netflix. Drink a glass of juice. Start brewing tea. Decide to spend rest of life wearing leggings and oversized t-shirts because nothing is more comfortable.
Fall asleep on couch while silently cursing formerly stray kitty’s trust issues and wishing she’d just cuddle instead of sitting just out of reach staring at me.
Wake up hungry and throat-hurty. Dump out cold cup of tea that’s still brewing and start heating more water. Make lentil soup. Take multivitamins because I’m really going to start being healthy now, I swear!
Drink more tea and more juice. Have now exceeded 1000% of daily recommended value Vitamin C. Take THAT, you virus bastard!
Watch first quarter of Season 1 of Party Down. This show was made for people who have to stay home sick.
Sick of soup. Make beans and rice, adding lots of onions and salsa because that can only be good, right?
Fall asleep on couch during The Big Bang Theory.
Drink more tea.
Force myself to post something on Facebook that’s not about the weird cat antics going on around me, even though I’ve barely had any contact with humans in the past 24 hours.
Have conversation with cat, since no one else would be able to understand scratchy, mumbly words.
Shit. I’m having a conversation with the cat.
Do the dishes, even though I’m dying, because I’m an effing grownup, yo.
Go to bed.
Wake up to the sound of bricks falling outside my window (WTF?!!?) just in time to text my ride and tell her not to pick me up. Am too tired to check on possible building demolition. Go back to sleep.
Wake 40 minutes later. Text in to work due to inability to speak above a whisper upon waking. Bricks are still being knocked around. Some level of concern, but feel no unusual drafts, so go back to sleep.
Finally wake for real. Construction seems to be happening across the gangway.
Feed the tiny demon that’s been running windsprints in my apartment all night long.
Take a shower and force self into regular clothes.
Consider today a victory already since it involves wearing real pants.
Realize I probably should take my temperature. Slight fever. Hm. First time that’s happened in a years. I’m probably dying.
Go to store to buy more Kleenex. And oranges because Vitamin C. Upon leaving apartment, discover that sidewalk in front of building is surrounded in caution tape. Almost get hit by an I-beam while trying to exit the building. Decide walking in the street is safer than the 4 feet to outside the caution tape.
Return from store. Enter building from back. Seems like the landlord just picked up 3 random dudes on the street and possibly paid them in beer to do major construction on the building. Sounds about right.
Feel like it’s been about 6 years since meaningful human contact.
Watch terrible movie about a new Ice Age. “Day After Tomorrow” this was not.
Take a nap.
Listen to 5 Gotye songs on repeat. It’s probably really annoying the “workers” 4 feet outside my window, but I don’t particularly care.
Look for cat. Where the hell does she go?
Keep turning on electric kettle and then forgetting about it. Really wishing for some tea.
Practice talking to see if I still can.
Finally remember to make tea.
Write blog post about being sick (whoa. Meta, yo)
(yes, I’m delirious. I hate being sick. I need human contact! I need to drink something that’s not tea and doesn’t have 200% of my recommended value Vitamin C in it!)